oh no! school's starting tomorrow! back to the grind of tests, assignments and waking up early..
haiz. will working life be any different?
i wanna play mahjong!
how can we enjoy life in its most pristine beauty, when from birth to death, harsh realities dash our dreams?
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
went to zhiyong's house yesterday, with what was supposed to be a pre-birthday surprise party. but being 2b, there were quite many latecomers, so the surprise wasn't such a surprise, cause the pizza came earlier than us, which effectively gave us away. and the ice cream cake melted!!! so cui
did nothing much there, except to rot and talk rubbish and watch tv. but we did play twister! 3 rounds of 3 persons, culminating in a strip. hahaha


then we went lorong 9 for supper. beef hor fun and frog porridge. =) always a simple happiness to see them, though i'm always tired out from waiting for latecomers.
returned home at 130am. damn tired. shall post more pics when i get them. leen ar!
and now going out soon. the break is gone!!! so fasT!!
did nothing much there, except to rot and talk rubbish and watch tv. but we did play twister! 3 rounds of 3 persons, culminating in a strip. hahaha




returned home at 130am. damn tired. shall post more pics when i get them. leen ar!
and now going out soon. the break is gone!!! so fasT!!
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i don't think i've ever pro-actively liked a guy. by that, i would mean that i like the guy before realising he likes me. i'd rather wait for things to happen, i'm lazy that way. or more accurately put, i guess i'm not courageous enough. to give my feelings out before anything is known, i'm scared of doing such a thing, scared of rejection, and getting my heart broken. so i always admire those who dare to say out their feelings.
and i wonder whether the love you work for and the love i wait for is of the same intensity, and of the same amount. but such questions will never have answers. what matters is that eventually we find the happiness we want.
went shopping today!!! 12noon-8pm, damn tired! walked bugis orchard tampines. wahlao. haha and yet things aren't complete yet.. prepare for nice stuff!!! =D
and i wonder whether the love you work for and the love i wait for is of the same intensity, and of the same amount. but such questions will never have answers. what matters is that eventually we find the happiness we want.
went shopping today!!! 12noon-8pm, damn tired! walked bugis orchard tampines. wahlao. haha and yet things aren't complete yet.. prepare for nice stuff!!! =D
Saturday, September 22, 2007
quite an enjoyable day=)
break's finally here! but the happiness is only short-lived, what with so much stuff to do.
mon temp-ing, tues buying present, thurs lala wan go sing ktv?
3 wkends in oct/nov are already booked. haha damn busy. but it's gonna be good fun!
/edit: thurs lala not free. and my wed night is gone. blea
break's finally here! but the happiness is only short-lived, what with so much stuff to do.
mon temp-ing, tues buying present, thurs lala wan go sing ktv?
3 wkends in oct/nov are already booked. haha damn busy. but it's gonna be good fun!
/edit: thurs lala not free. and my wed night is gone. blea
Friday, September 21, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
reluctant to post any entries, cause it'll push away my bday entry. haha and also cause life after the party has only gone downhill, not up.
turned down a meeting to go changi road eat bak chor mee today, intending to finish up matlab assignment and still be able to go celebrate granny's bday tomorrow. end up, i don't even how to get started. sian diao.
fat fat fat. someone be my exercise buddy? haha
u r in my life to balance me, to keep me afloat.
turned down a meeting to go changi road eat bak chor mee today, intending to finish up matlab assignment and still be able to go celebrate granny's bday tomorrow. end up, i don't even how to get started. sian diao.
fat fat fat. someone be my exercise buddy? haha
u r in my life to balance me, to keep me afloat.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
we've come a long way. from that unknown date in dec 05, we've shared memories for 1 yr 8 mths and counting.
in my heart, i know you love me, but i always want to hear you say it, see you mean it. and so i've been a rather temperamental person to love. i try to change, but always fail. yet you're forever patient and forgiving with me, thanks darling.
when you said to be happy together, did you ever imagine that we would have ended up being the one for each other? i don't think i did, but i knew i was going to try hard to treasure u after hk.
i love holding your hand, lying on your shoulder, sitting quietly beside you, watching you eat, watching you sleep, kissing you in the morning, kissing you at night, talking to you about my friends, problems, family. i love how you know all my friends, and remember most of what i said. i love your warmth & your kindess to me. i love how frank you are, and makes me feel that everything that's yours is also mine.
the few times i made you cry, and hurt you, my heart broke and resolved harder to make our love last. and yet each time, i repeat my mistake. i don't want to let go of your hand, no matter what, don't give up on me alright darling?
saturday when i heard your name announced by my mother, i was surprised. then i was more surprised to see you holding a bouquet of flowers, and dressed up in a shirt, with a haircut. even without the flowers, just the sight of you would also have completed my day. then i was surprised beyond words to see the ring. my heart almost stopped, i didn't know how to react. and in that moment, i realised how important i was to you, and it made me want to cry. the ring symbolised everything that lies ahead of us, and the unspoken promise of you to me, that we will go on together. it really touched me.
baby, i love you.
in my heart, i know you love me, but i always want to hear you say it, see you mean it. and so i've been a rather temperamental person to love. i try to change, but always fail. yet you're forever patient and forgiving with me, thanks darling.
when you said to be happy together, did you ever imagine that we would have ended up being the one for each other? i don't think i did, but i knew i was going to try hard to treasure u after hk.
i love holding your hand, lying on your shoulder, sitting quietly beside you, watching you eat, watching you sleep, kissing you in the morning, kissing you at night, talking to you about my friends, problems, family. i love how you know all my friends, and remember most of what i said. i love your warmth & your kindess to me. i love how frank you are, and makes me feel that everything that's yours is also mine.
the few times i made you cry, and hurt you, my heart broke and resolved harder to make our love last. and yet each time, i repeat my mistake. i don't want to let go of your hand, no matter what, don't give up on me alright darling?
saturday when i heard your name announced by my mother, i was surprised. then i was more surprised to see you holding a bouquet of flowers, and dressed up in a shirt, with a haircut. even without the flowers, just the sight of you would also have completed my day. then i was surprised beyond words to see the ring. my heart almost stopped, i didn't know how to react. and in that moment, i realised how important i was to you, and it made me want to cry. the ring symbolised everything that lies ahead of us, and the unspoken promise of you to me, that we will go on together. it really touched me.
baby, i love you.
Monday, September 10, 2007
My 21st birthday celebration should be more accurately described as a celebration of how fortunate I am, to have such kinship, friendship and love. The love overwhelmed me, and touched me deep in the core of my heart.
The chalet was booked 3 months ago, and invites sent out at the beginning of August. I began getting excited 2 weeks before the party, and Hong said I was mad. But they're even madder, already conspiring in mid August to surprise me.
On Friday, the night before the party, I met Yinjie, Hong, Weeinn and Alfred to go down to the chalet together. Original plan was to play 1 or 2 rounds of mahjong then get a good rest.
Happy Weeinn=p
Yinjie and Hong waiting for another round to start.
In the end, I slept at 3am, they at 6am.
In between they polished off some very nice tarts!
Alfred says he like to play mahjong with us! Must be cause he win our money. hahaha
Saturday morning 080907, we woke up late morning and did deco. Balloon in-charge Alfred pumped balloons, and also designed the guest-board, with input from us, and at the request of Weeinn.
My balloon in-charge!
Hong, the photo in-charge, took photos of the chalet before decoration.

And when finally, the decoration in-charge Yinjie woke up, we started getting busy. Leen and Tingyan joined us for lunch and then helped out in hanging streamers, banners and balloons.
A scrumptious lunch cooked by my dad!
Hanging the balloons at the door.
Weeinn hanging the streamers, at Yinjie's direction
Di and Dad hanging up the banner, that can be seen from the bus stop.
We cut and pasted letterings, climbed up and down, shifted furniture to and fro, making frantic adjustments for the karaoke equipment.
Yinjie and Eileen doing the staircase deco.
Then finally, I was ordered up to bathe while they finish up.
By the time I finished bathing, the deco of the chalet was done, and the attention then shifted to decorating me. =p
Isn't the staircase nice?
Colourful balloons!
The festive and 'kindergarten 'looking' window. haha
The beautiful entrance!
This is where Miss Lala, makeup in-charge, started her official duty.
Her very pro makeup kit. Amazing!
She powdered and i blushed, and quite soon I was ready.
Work in progress-Messy hair.
Primping me up.
Curling eyelashes.
Prettier not?
Really? haha
My group of sisters, who helped make things wonderful. 姐妹团,谢了!Yes, Alfred is now my sister. Lol
The food arrived, and people started arriving soon after.
Each and every person had to write the guest-board and take a photo with me, before allowing entry.
Early birds Hanjing and Taiman.
Followed by Linteng, Roy, Zongyue. 

My very hardworking photos in-charge, who had to keep running with me to receive the guests.
Gen and her boyfriend, Gilbert.
Evan and Wing.
Meanwhile, the friends who have arrived are busy playing cards, whereas my relatives are singing ktv.
My mum and aunt. Don't they look alike?!
Baoying and Fujuan.
Zhiyong and Yisheng, who played cheat and wrote only one message.
Zhiyong tries to open his eyes big big.
Jocelyn, Meixing, Jianwei and Weili then arrived together, with a lovely bouquet of lilies, from the class.
Beautiful Joce & Xing!
Dunno what xiao pork doing, look so unfriendly.
Wenjin didn't smile for the photo, so I had to tickle him.
Finally, cake time!
Nice cake right? Chocolate fudge from Swissbake.
Singing of birthday song. Never really took so many solo photos before.
Making a wish. Simple wish actually, hope it comes true.
Family photo. A photo I treasure alot.
Extended family photo. 
My sisters of 9 years.
The only person from CDS who came, thanks girl!
The one solid friend I made in JC.
My most beloved class-2B'2000.
The boys.
The girls. Think Lynette and Weeinn going to be absorbed into 2b soon. haha
Weeinn and Alfred, nearly forgot to take photo with them, so sorry!
Cutting the cake!
The ultimate cheaters! 6 people write one message!! No wonder my message board still got quite a lot of space!
The latecomer number 1, Guangyang, who luckily still had cake to eat. I took like 5 photos with him just to get a nice one. haha
Latecomer number 2, Daniel, had no cake, and I forgot to take photo with him!! Regret!!
Next, the presents!!
Presents from my relatives.
Tangs & Popular vouchers.
Braun Buffel wallet and a card from my cousin.
I like this! A very nice charm bracelet from my 3rd aunt, consisting of a tiger, a star, a key, and the letters MH.
From 2B. Mooncakes, flowers, pore cleanser, Citigems necklace, message book.


The message book surprised me! 


I didn't expect to have so many people each writing a page of birthday message for me, and every single page a tribute to the 9 years of friendship we've shared. Somemore, Guangyang designed the artistic cover page, and there were quite many pages that were nicely decorated! I love this present, which no money can buy.
Presents from the CDS gang.
A very cute card, and Anna Sui's Secret Wish perfume.
The bottle cap has a fairy sitting on it.
A bag from Linteng, Jarrod and Guangyang. =)
Okok, finally going to conclude my longest ever blog entry.
For making my 21st birthday so memorable, I thank the following people.
-First and foremost, my parents and brother, for organising and preparing the party. Also for loving me all these 21 years, in spite of my flaws, and helping shape me into who I am today.
-My extended family, for putting so much effort in the presents and personally attending the party.
-My sisters, hong, yinjie, tingyan, leen, weeinn and alfred. For decorating the chalet so beautifully and sharing my excitement. You made the party special, and you made me feel special. I could not have done this without you. I am blessed to have you as friends. 9 years of friendship already, and we shall continue this strong and loving friendship.
-Gen and Gil, for coming down even though you have to work on Sunday. Thanks for always being there, giving me support. Hugs!
-Evan & Wing, for coming down alone amongst all the CDS people. For all the fun we had together, just us two, as well as with my family. I love you babe!
-2B. You people are the people I shall always hold close to my heart. Never knew the outings I organised helped to bond us so closely together. Thanks for letting me know we will always stay together.
To all the friends who couldn't come down, thank you for the thought put into my presents, as well as the well wishes. Hope to see you soon!
All in all, I had a wonderful and memorable birthday, and I hope everyone had fun.
I am loved, by you. For that, I count my blessings everyday. Thanks
The chalet was booked 3 months ago, and invites sent out at the beginning of August. I began getting excited 2 weeks before the party, and Hong said I was mad. But they're even madder, already conspiring in mid August to surprise me.
On Friday, the night before the party, I met Yinjie, Hong, Weeinn and Alfred to go down to the chalet together. Original plan was to play 1 or 2 rounds of mahjong then get a good rest.
In the end, I slept at 3am, they at 6am.
Alfred says he like to play mahjong with us! Must be cause he win our money. hahaha
Saturday morning 080907, we woke up late morning and did deco. Balloon in-charge Alfred pumped balloons, and also designed the guest-board, with input from us, and at the request of Weeinn.
Hong, the photo in-charge, took photos of the chalet before decoration.
We cut and pasted letterings, climbed up and down, shifted furniture to and fro, making frantic adjustments for the karaoke equipment.
Then finally, I was ordered up to bathe while they finish up.
By the time I finished bathing, the deco of the chalet was done, and the attention then shifted to decorating me. =p
This is where Miss Lala, makeup in-charge, started her official duty.
She powdered and i blushed, and quite soon I was ready.
My group of sisters, who helped make things wonderful. 姐妹团,谢了!Yes, Alfred is now my sister. Lol
Early birds Hanjing and Taiman.
Latecomer number 2, Daniel, had no cake, and I forgot to take photo with him!! Regret!!
Next, the presents!!
Presents from my relatives.
From 2B. Mooncakes, flowers, pore cleanser, Citigems necklace, message book.
Presents from the CDS gang.
A very cute card, and Anna Sui's Secret Wish perfume.
Okok, finally going to conclude my longest ever blog entry.
For making my 21st birthday so memorable, I thank the following people.
-First and foremost, my parents and brother, for organising and preparing the party. Also for loving me all these 21 years, in spite of my flaws, and helping shape me into who I am today.
-My extended family, for putting so much effort in the presents and personally attending the party.
-My sisters, hong, yinjie, tingyan, leen, weeinn and alfred. For decorating the chalet so beautifully and sharing my excitement. You made the party special, and you made me feel special. I could not have done this without you. I am blessed to have you as friends. 9 years of friendship already, and we shall continue this strong and loving friendship.
-Gen and Gil, for coming down even though you have to work on Sunday. Thanks for always being there, giving me support. Hugs!
-Evan & Wing, for coming down alone amongst all the CDS people. For all the fun we had together, just us two, as well as with my family. I love you babe!
-2B. You people are the people I shall always hold close to my heart. Never knew the outings I organised helped to bond us so closely together. Thanks for letting me know we will always stay together.
To all the friends who couldn't come down, thank you for the thought put into my presents, as well as the well wishes. Hope to see you soon!
All in all, I had a wonderful and memorable birthday, and I hope everyone had fun.
I am loved, by you. For that, I count my blessings everyday. Thanks
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